For those who know me well, they know that Neil Young is one of my music heroes. His songs are beautiful the lyrics, the music. I'm one who isn't so adept at remembering words of songs. Usually, its the music of a particular song that gets me....As I sat by the lake on our last morning at Mahood Lake, I could hear Neil singing "See the Sky About to Rain". Though I didn't know all the words that morning, I could hear him sing....
See the sky about to rain,
broken clouds and rain.
Locomotive, pull the train,
whistle blowing
through my brain.
Signals curling on an open plain,
rolling down the track again.
See the sky about to rain.
Some are bound for happiness,
some are bound to glory
Some are bound to live with less,
who can tell your story?
See the sky about to rain,
broken clouds and rain.
Locomotive, pull the train,
whistle blowin'
through my brain.
Signals curlin' on an open plain,
rollin' down the track again.
See the sky about to rain.
I was down in Dixie Land,
played a silver fiddle
Played it loud and then the man
broke it down the middle.
See the sky about to rain.

Leaving is often a little hard for me. Though our vacation was not yet over, I knew it soon would be. Maybe part of my morning melancholy can be attributed to the fact that I'd not yet made coffee or maybe it just was the fact I didn't want vacation to end. I had to get a hold of myself before I rejoined my family posse who were feeling rather chipper, at this point on this cloudy morning. Vacation was not over. One more full day to explore and another night to go. Be in the moment. Be here Be now is what I said as I looked at the sky about to rain. I sank into my seat by the lake for another few moments and listened to the song in my head and in my heart.
We hit the road and though it was time to go to see more of the Park, this was not the first choice of my girl. She was not ready to move on and let it be known loudly I might add. Her Papa and I let her be, let her wind through whatever it was she needed to work out. We listened to one of my all-time favorite Cds, Greg Brown's Further In and kept on going up the road. She ended up falling asleep. Rest and great music soothed our souls and proved to be the best fix for the rough start in the car this particular morning. Our girl woke up refreshed and happy and now ready for the day ahead. We stopped in a little town called Little Fort and found a playground. The kind that reminded her Papa and me of playgrounds from our day. Metal slides, steel monkey bars. See-saws with wooden seats and swings, one for each of us. We played for awhile the three of us and then picked up the litter around this area. We figured it was our thank you to this little Park for being there just when we needed a break from the car.
Just a short while more and we hit the Clearwater area of British Columbia to explore another side of the Wells Gray Provincial Park. Magnificent waterfalls abound. The rains came for sure but that didn't stop us from short walks to Dawson and Helmcken Falls.


I snapped photo after photo trying to capture the grandeur of these Falls. Not easy. The sound was incredible. Loud and constant but all the while peaceful. The roar of the water washing down. Cascading into pools and flowing onward. Swift and powerful.
After awhile we meandered on to the end of the road to see Clearwater Lake. We saw a Black Bear crossing the road, our second viewing of the day. Excited and grateful we were to have a chance see this creature make his/her way safely back to the woods.

This rainy day would turn into a rainy night and this Mama decided a wet tent may not be quite so fun after such a long day so we splurged for a motel at the campground in town. Luxury. Dry. Comfy beds, a warm shower, and yes cable to watch the closing ceremony of the Olympics, and a pool for my girl to swim in the morning. Worth every penny on this chilly, wet night. We fell asleep I know with smiles on our faces.
Homeward bound after four fantastic days. I felt grateful that even though this vacation was coming to a close we were returning to a our home, our neighborhood, our town where we feel happy.
I cannot deny though there is wanderlust inside me. And it ignites just about every time we travel from home. I dream of what it would be like to live here or there. I picture it, even feel it. Winding along these gorgeous roadways through such vast landscape makes me want to try at some point a more rural lifestyle. I can see living on more land, creating a big garden, building a studio to do what--I guess explore, and centering more of our life around home. Keeping it simple. Creating what we can from what we have. I know we are working to do this more and more right where we are. But I think outside of this and beyond. Maybe I'll keep wandering in this dream for awhile and all the while working to ground down and be right where I am, we are.
For this sweet time together in such magnificent beauty, I am grateful.